Wonderland, baby.

I don’t get it why people keeps on judging someone they haven’t even know in person. I may have the tendencies to unlike someone I saw on TV but that does not mean I judge them by what they do or how they act. We have flaws and no one’s perfect, we have to deal with it until the rest of our lives.

You know what’s wrong with them being bullied? They’re unfortunately surrounded with people that does not know how to appreciate, instead they would just rather rant their ass off and call them inappropriate names.

PS: I was never a fan of JBiebs since I rarely listen to songs that are not praise and worship kind of thing, but I am not saying that I don’t like him. I think he’s a good guy and he’s cute!!

I dare you to listen to Boyfriend. Let’s see if who’s really the GAY one.

My “awesome” birthday isn’t awesome at all. Waited for almost 5 hours for nothing. I don’t know if you just hate me or you just don’t know that I exist. Not that I’m asking for any attention, I just want you to appreciate something about me. Just one thing, I think that’ll make a big difference.

You know what’s worse? I can’t hate you and I don’t want to be too attached to other people because I’m too scared to be left alone.

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(Source: imaginaryfollower)

April 2, 2011

I was browsing Cha’s picture tapos I decided to look for blogs about her the Lady Spikers. Tapos I saw a post of someone tapos highlighted name ni Cha. I clicked her username then I browse her page, I suddenly stopped kasi I saw a picture of her friend that looks like Dzi Gervacio of ADMU. Seryoso, I starred at the picture for a while. Sabihin ko sana but I though baka magalit sya kasi DLSU fan sya. I gained all my guts when I saw someone with the same thought tapos nireply dun sa post na hawig nga. So, nagmessage na din ako kasi feeling ko okay lang since dalawa na kami nagsabi. She wrote back then she followed me. I followed her on twitter but didn’t add her on Facebook since she deactivated it… for school purposes, I think. I was giddy when I first had a real conversation with her. Ewan ko lang kung bakit.

Days after my birthday, she added me on Facebook. That time, I learned that she has relatives that lives in Pampanga tapos sabi nya, yung middle name nya same with my surname. I was like, “WEEEEEEEH?” Lol. Tuwang tuwa ako nun kasi may chances na we’re related to each other.

When I first met her, I was sort of… nervous? Pero I was so happy kasi naman, nakashorts sya sa loob ng school ko. HAHAHAH Kidding. Kasi, nakita ko na sya in person. Gustong gusto ko magcut ng PhiloMan and Physics class that time para makasama ko sya, too bad, natorpe ako. The last time I saw her was when she was at the side of our school’s chapel tapos para syang bata na naliligaw. Cute nya lang.

I think God sent her into my life kasi He wants me to be what I am now. Malamang hindi ako naka-Manifesto ngayon at hindi pa din ako consistent sa pagiging Christian ko. Sabi kasi nya before, hindi nya ako iiwan. I felt secured then I signed for a year of being focused with my priorities. Sya yung masayang kausap, sobrang kulit, madalas magpanic, magaling gumawa ng bomba, laging one text away, sweet pero sobrang abuso sa word na “cute”, and someone that I looked up to pagdating sa pagiging mabuting Christian. Ganun ko sya laging idescribe sa mga kaibigan ko kapag nababanggit ko yung name na Arielle.

Happy 19th birthday, dudeparetol. God bless you!! ♥

If I would describe her in one sentence, it would be difficult on my part since a single sentence won’t express fully what I really think about her. For me, Cha Cruz is an inspiration. She never fails to impress me with what she does in and out of the volleyball court.

The person that keeps me going. Kasi whenever I feel like giving up with what I do, just a single thought of you makes me want to get up, to fight and to be the best just like you.

I’ve been a fan of some known people here in the Philippines, but I never made an effort to see them in person. But with her, I don’t know what happened. Hindi na kasi ako basta fan lang e. Meron na akong magical connection sakanya na walang makakapagpabago nun.

Charleen Abigaile Ramos - Cruz, ikaw ang greatest girl crush ko. The first time I saw you playing against UP way back season 72, natamaan na ako sa’yo. It would be cheesy if sabihin ko na you mean the world to me. Pero yung totoo? Part kana ng buhay ko :)

Way back 2008 nung nagsimula akong umattend ng youth gigs sa His Life City Church. It wasn’t easy for me kasi I have to travel pa for almost 2 hours just to get there. Tapos minsan tinatamad pa ako, parang kanina lang. Pero syempre hindi ako nagpatalo sa evil thought of not attending.

When the first praise and worship song started, I prayed kasi nasabi ko sa sarili ko na worth it yung pag-alis ko ng bahay. Nawala bigla yung stress that I earned for the whole week. Tapos ang saya pa ng feeling.

While pastor Ru’s asking us if sino pa yung hindi marunong mag-tongues, someone from my back patted my shoulder. It’s as if I felt a friend that comforts me then I looked but no one’s looking at me naman so hindi ko alam kung sino yun. When we’re asked to pray na, I asked for anointing tapos hindi ko na napigilan yung buhos ng emotions ko. I was crying tapos napayuko ako dun sa chair kasi out of my consciousness, nakapag-tongues ako. Totoo nga, hindi ka paman nagtatanim, pinapagharvest kana ni Lord. ANG GALING!! Wala akong maisip na word para idescribe yung ginawa Nya today :)

FROM NOW ON:

• I will refrain from using inappropriate words.
• I will be one of the spokesperson of His amazing works.
• I will use my accounts in every social networking sites for the greater glory of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Ang dami talagang tao sa paligid ang nagmamarunong sa buhay na’tin. Yung tipong hinuhusgahan ka kahit hindi alam yung totoong kwento. Ginagawan mo na sila ng favor, sila pa may ganang umiwas sa’yo kasi tingin nila may hidden agenda ka sakanila. Fuckers!

Sobrang naiinis ako sa mga taong makikitid yung pag-iisip. Hanggang dyan lang ba yung level ng utak mo? Nak ng, babaw mo! Kapag nakita nilang may kasamang guy, nakikipagdate na agad? Hindi ba pwedeng, catch up moment namin yun? Dahil sa naka-manifesto yung tao, bawal na makipag-usap or lumabas na may kasamang lalaki?! Eh kung sa’yo ko sabihin yan? Sasagot mo friends lang kayo pero kung magkwento ka, mas madami pa yung kilig kaysa sa naintindihan ko. Grow up, people!! Hindi lahat ng nakikita ng mapanghusgang mata nyo e totoo na. What if kamag-anak ko pala sya? Alamin muna yung kwento behind. Hindi bawal magtanong. At please lang, kapag sinabi nila yung reason, pwede maniwala kayo? Hindi yung magtatanong nga tapos hihirit nanaman ng kababawan nyo.

Madaming beses nyo na akong tinanong about sa sinasabi nyo na nanliligaw sa’kin, e bakit hindi nyo itanong kung pumayag ako? Kasi yung totoo, oo gusto nya ako. E ako, gusto ko sya? Lumalabas kaming magkasama kasi yun lang yung pwede kong magawa para maging masaya sya kahit papaano at para lang magets nyo ng konti, friends and batchmates kami nung high school. Masaya na?

Para sa mga taong ewan pala na nag-iisip ng kung anu-ano, para lang sabihin ko sa’yo, napaka impossible ng iniisip mo. Oo siguro may tendency na boyish ako pero hindi sa’yo. Asa ka naman! Ikaw ba si Cha Cruz? Lakas mo din mangarap e hahaha! The last time I checked, normal lang din sa isang babae na magkaroon ng matinding crush sa kapwa nya babae. Pati, kilala mo ba ako nung high school at kung paano ako gumalaw nun? Big difference, really. You should know someone before evaluating him / her. Re-evaluate!!

Sabi nung taong nakaka-intindi sa’kin, masyado daw akong mabait. Nung sinabi nya yun, nabigla ako kasi hindi ko naman sya araw-araw nakikita pero napapansin nya. Oo, mabait ako. Gusto ko yung feeling kapag thankful yung isang tao sa’kin kasi ginawan ko sya ng favor. Wala po akong hidden thing para sa’yo. Sige, iwas lang. Masaya naman ako kasi nalaman ko kung hanggang saan yung naaabot ng utak mo at hindi na mahirap abutin kasi nga saktong umangat lang sa lupa. Ankle level.

It won’t hurt if you know how to ask. KBye.

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Anong nangyari sa’kin? Bakit ako pa? Kahihiyan nga naman, oh! Hindi na sana malalaman ng iba e. Pero sabi nila may malakas daw na sound tapos pagtingin, nakapose na ako sa floor.

Ang imposible masyado ng pagka-twist ng left foot ko.

Pero okay naman na ako dahil sa pain reliever and compression. Sana talaga mawala na yung swelling kasi, hindi kasya shoes ko :(

Thank you ate Joy sa pagdala sa’kin sa clinic!! :)